This Teen Used A Note From Her Mom To Open Up About Being Undocumented And The Responses Are Heartwarming

The 18-year-old, a freshman at Cal State University Long Beach, was supposed to take her driver’s license test that day and her mom had left her some money to pay the fee, along with a note that said: “Here’s money so you can pay your test, good luck baby. I’m left with my heart broken, they canceled the permit that you have.”

Her mom was referring to the Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals (DACA), an Obama-era program that has provided temporary protection against deportation to nearly 800,000 undocumented immigrants who came to the United States as children. The Trump administration announced Tuesday that it was rescinding the policy, explaining that it was an abuse of executive power.

“I started crying when I read it,” Martinez told BuzzFeed News. “I know my mom didn’t know what to say to me because when I got accepted it was the biggest deal ever. We’re both shocked and scared.”

Like most DACA recipients, known as DREAMers, Martinez has lived in the United States since she was a kid and has barely any recollection of her life before that. She and her mom moved to Southern California from El Salvador when she was six so she could have better opportunities as an adult.

Martinez started college last week and is taking classes to help her accomplish her goal of becoming an ER nurse.

“My mom handles all my immigration papers and helps me with all these documents so seeing the note and money for my driving test that she helped me prepare for after everything we went through to get here was a lot,” she said.

“I tweeted it first and deleted it because I was afraid,” the teen said. “But then I went through with it.” Her tweet has since gone viral, with many fellow DREAMers saying it really hit home.

Stunned by the massive, mostly positive response, Martinez says peoples’ replies have made her feel less alone, since this is the first time she’s told anyone except her close family (and recently her boyfriend) that she is an undocumented immigrant.

“I had to wear my sunglasses in class because I was crying reading all the responses,” she said. “I always felt isolated because no one really knew that I was different in that way.”

Tania Martinez said it has been difficult watching her 18-year-old process the reality that her future in the US will soon be uncertain.

“My heart as a mother for my daughter is destroyed. There is no harder pain than seeing your daughter cry, saying ‘mom what’s going to happen to me,'” she told BuzzFeed News, explaining how much she admires her daughter for helping put herself through school.

“DACA has been such a blessing for my daughter and for me because right as she turned 15 she started working. Ever since then she has become very independent and managed for herself.”

Although she says she’s “technically fine until next September,” she’s unsure if she will be able to finish her degree in the country in which she grew up.

Her mom also says the situation makes her feel helpless and, with DACA ending, it seems that her daughter’s “dreams and goals are getting taken away from her.”

“But as a mother, I will fight for her until I can’t fight anymore, I will never allow to let her wings get taken from her,” she said, adding that the response to her daughter’s tweet has been heartening.

“It amazes me how so many people have taken their time to read what she has to say and how it’s been from so many different kinds of people,” Tania Martinez said.

“I was ashamed of [being a DREAMer] because of what people think so it used to be a big secret but I felt it was important to speak out,” she said. “Now so many people are experiencing the same thing. It’s ten times harder for us to do things and we work really hard and I just want people to understand.”

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